Amber Rose didn't know what "true heartache felt like" until she split from Wiz Khalifa.
The 30-year-old model took to her Twitter account this morning (06.10.14) to express her devastation over the end of her marriage and even compared her emotions to the pain felt when a "best friend" passes away.
She tweeted: "The mornings are especially hard.
"The pain...I wake up every morning feeling like my best friend died..... I never knew what a true heartache felt like until now. (sic)."
Amber filed for divorce from the 28-year-old rapper - whose real name is Cameron Thomaz - last month, citing irreconcilable differences.
However, since then, Amber's best friend DJ Peter Rosenberg claimed that the couple split after the blonde beauty caught her spouse cheating on her with twin sisters Jas and Ness Rose in their family home.
He said recently: "Amber walked in on him with two women at the same time. Twins, twin sisters, twin biological sisters."
Although, he admitted the couple - who have 19-month-old son Sebastian together - had been unhappy for some time, but Amber was hoping they could work through their problems once Wiz had finished touring.
Meanwhile, rumours that Amber had cheated on Wiz, whom she married 14 months ago, have also been circulating in recent weeks, but she has since shot down the "fake" allegations in a series of tweets.
She wrote: "Please stop with the fake stories. I would never ever ever cheat on my husband in a million years I think u guys know this.....
"Unfortunately my now ex husband can't say the same.... I'm devastated and crushed but my main focus is Sebastian. Thank u for all the support in this difficult time. (sic)."

Chris Martin has reportedly bought a house opposite to Gwyneth Paltrow's home in California.
The Coldplay frontman, 37, has allegedly splashed out £6.75 million on a property near to his estrange wife's mansion in Brentwood, Los Angeles, so that their children, Apple, ten, and Moses, eight, can spend an equal amount of time between the two of them.
It is also believed Gwyneth's mother Blythe Danner even helped the hunk move into his new home, which is complete with five bedrooms and seven bathrooms, according to Us Weekly magazine.
Meanwhile, despite announcing their separation in March, the pair, who got married in 2003, have remained good friends and Chris even threw Gwyneth a party two weeks ago to celebrate her 42nd birthday.
Chris arranged for the actress' friends - including Kate Hudson, Nicole Richie, Tobey Maguire and Gavin Rossdale - to join in the boozy birthday bash, which was held in Gwyneth's back garden.
A source said of the party: "Everyone was seated facing each other so they could talk and tell stories. They were all laughing together... Gwyneth was surrounded by girlfriends and couldn't stop giggling."
Even though the hunky singer remains close to his former lover, it seems he's wasted no time jumping into another relationship as it is believed he is now dating 'The Hunger Games' star Jennifer Lawrence, 24.
However, there doesn't appear to be any bad blood between the trio as Gwyneth is said to be pleased for the new couple.
A source said previously: "Gwyneth is fine with Chris dating Jennifer."

Mila Kunis was "born" to be a mother.
The 31-year-old actress welcomed her baby daughter Wyatt - her first child - into the world last week with her fiancé Ashton Kutcher, 36, and friends of the couple believe they've adapted to parenthood really quickly.
A source told PEOPLE.com: "Mila was born to be a mum. She is a kid herself and will be the best mum ever. She will never be a glamour-puss. Their lives will change, but not nearly as drastically as other couples, because they were so ready to be parents and knew what responsibilities they had in store.
"Ashton has wanted to be a parent for so long. He is ready to do anything necessary to take care of the baby. He is ecstatic."
The pair, who started dating in 2012, have spent the weekend introducing visitors to their new bundle of joy and being showered with cute gifts and kind words.
The insider explained: "They had guests over all weekend that visited the baby. They have been getting lots of flower deliveries and gift baskets.
"You can tell that they are loved by many people. Mila has been taking the baby for short walks around the neighbourhood. She looks great and very happy."
Meanwhile, it is not known whether Mila will be putting her career on hold to become a full-time mother, but the brunette beauty is keen to put her baby first.
The source added: "I can't see anything coming between her and the baby. If that means changing her course for awhile, she likely will. But for now, nobody can really predict. They'll have to see how things go."

Jennifer Hudson throws food across the room to stop herself from eating it.
The 33-year-old singer lost 56lbs four years ago after giving birth to her son David Jr. in August 2009, but she admits she still has to watch her weight and even goes to extreme lengths to prevent herself from gorging on too many calorific treats.
Speaking to Yahoo Style, she said: "I throw the pancakes across the room! I don't let the food intimidate me. If it's too much, I just get rid of it, but I make sure to watch what I put in my body.
"And I make sure I know what it is. It's all about portions for the most part. I just take care of myself in that way, being more conscious. I don't work out a lot, but I do like to be active. Simple as that."
However, the 'Spotlight' hitmaker hasn't given up all naughty treats as she insists she always has to have chocolate by her side as it helps her calm down.
She explained: "I always have to have chocolate around -- it's my cigarette. I don't smoke but it calms me so well. I don't like too much junk in my dressing room because I have to watch what I eat, so I put everything else out of the room."

Selena Gomez allegedly thought Justin Bieber would propose to her during their trip to Paris last week.
The 22-year-old singer reportedly got into a blazing row with her on/off boyfriend, whom she first started dating in 2010, after he failed to pop the question during their romantic getaway to France for Paris Fashion Week.
A source told the HollywoodLife.com: "The fight started because Selena was expecting him to propose on their trip and he didn't. She was disappointed and when she brought it up he flipped out."
The couple rekindled their romance last month after the 'Come & Get It' hitmaker dumped the pop star, 20, for allegedly flirting with Kylie Jenner, 17, at the Coachella Valley Music Festival in California in April.
The source added: "The thing is, when they got back together he told her he was already ring shopping, it's one of the reasons she agreed to take him back.
"Selena wants that security, she is ready to take that step with him and he promised her that he was too, but he was just leading her on."
The turbulent pair sparked rumours they'd parted ways once again when Justin was spotted enjoying a boozy lunch date with Kylie's sister Kendall, 18, while Selena was taking in the stunning sites with her pals.
Further speculation was fuelled last week when Selena 'unfollowed' Justin on photo-sharing site Instagram and started posting cryptic messages on Twitter.
She wrote: "Sometimes we think we aren't good enough. But then I realize when I think I'm alone I have God. We have to learn the hard way sometimes. (sic)."

Carey Mulligan's grandmother doesn't recognise her.
The 'Great Gatsby' star, 29, admits her grandma Margaret Booth, 88, battles with Alzheimer's disease, the most common form of dementia, and has trouble remembering who the actress is on a regular basis.
Speaking to the Daily Mail newspaper as she and Margaret took part in a 'Memory Walk' with other families around the streets of Pontardaw in South Wales, she said: "Our family lives with dementia and we have seen how devastating it can be. I only ever had experience with Nans and how she went through it. But when you meet other people, you realise how different it is from person to person.
"It's such an individual thing and that's a reminder about how unique everyone is and how important it is to respect each person for who they really are."
The blonde beauty would regularly spend time with Margaret, who she calls 'Nans', at her home in Wales before she was diagnosed with the illness in 2002, but things started to change once the disease took hold.
However, Carey credits the Alzheimer's Society for helping her family deal with the horrible illness.
She added: "It has been inspirational to see so many people of different ages come together today to fight dementia. I can't imagine how we would deal with it if we didn't have the help that we have - the amazing home that Nans is in and the incredible support of Alzheimer's Society."

Amanda Bynes has claimed she's engaged.
The troubled actress, who has recently sparked concerns over her mental health, has admitted she's planning to marry her 19-year-old boyfriend Caleb.
Speaking to InTouch magazine, she said: "I am very needy for friendship and I hate men. I want to f*** them, but I can now say I'm engaged, I want to be married and I want to be away from people."
The 28-year-old star, who was arrested last week for driving under the influence (DUI), is keen to settle down in New York after her nuptials because she can ride her bike and walk the streets rather than have to drive her care, like she has to do in California.
She said: "I really do not enjoy driving. I don't like the way I look in a car. The lighting is very bad."
Amanda, who was placed under psychiatric hold last year after a series of bizarre incidents, hopes she and her fiancé, who lives in Costa Mesa, California, will have lots of baby boys after they exchange their vows.
She said: "I want boys, for sure. However many I can pop out. I don't want a gorgeous girl around. Then I [would] feel way jealous. Ew."
Amanda is believed to have taken a turn for the worse after she moved out of her parents Rick and Lynn Bynes' home in Thousands Oaks, California, as soon as her conservatorship ended earlier this month.
She has also allegedly stopped taking her anti-psychotic medication for Schizophrenia and bipolarity.

Danny Dyer took some time out of his busy 'EastEnders' schedule for a family day with his daughter yesterday (05.10.14).
The 36-year-old actor - who plays Queen Vic landlord Mick Carter in the BBC One soap - joined celebrities including Donna Air, Sara Cox, Joe Swash and Ben Shepherd and their families at the 'Skylanders Trap Team' launch party at London's Festival Hall and he and six-year-old Sunnie had a "really good" time at the bash.
Danny - who said he and the youngster particularly enjoyed playing with a pinata - said: "We had an awesome day at the 'Skylanders Trap Team' launch, what a great way to spend a Sunday with my daughter".
All the kids at the party got the chance to play 'Skylanders Trap Team' before its release on Friday (10.10.14) as well as take part in a number of other activities, and they also got to take home personalised goodie bags at the end of the fun day.
Danny has enjoyed a good week of family time as last Monday (29.09.14) he and partner Joanne Mas were on hand to support their 18-year-old daughter Dani at the London premiere of her movie 'We Still Kill The Old Way'.
And the emotional actor even broke down in tears as his daughter enjoyed her moment in the spotlight.
A source said: "Dani was really nervous before arriving at the event, but her dad walked her through everything and showed her the ropes. "He couldn't hide his excitement at seeing his daughter follow in his footsteps. At one point he and Joanne were cheering and clapping but then he broke down into tears and the film's producer Jonathan Sothcott had to run and get him some tissues."
'Skylanders Trap Team' will be available on iPad, Kindle Fire and Android tablets; on Xbox 360 and Xbox One video game and entertainment systems from Microsoft, PlayStation 3DS hand-held system, and on iPad, Kindle Fire and 3 and PlayStation 4 computer entertainment systems, Nintendo's Wii and Wii U, and a completely unique adventure available on the Nintendo Android tablets.

Luke Evans pierced his lip with his prosthetic fangs whilst filming 'Dracula Untold'.
The 35-year-old actor revealed that he repeatedly injured his mouth on the set of his new movie, after his vampire fangs pierced through his lip.
Talking about the painful incident on 'Good Morning Britain' today (06.10.14), Luke said: "The ones in the film are much, much bigger [than my own] - I had two different sets, the really long ones, that they would have for just biting moments, and then the ones I could talk and do action with but [they] still pierced my lip quite a few times, horrible!
"I'm fighting with [the fangs] and sword fighting and I just kept piercing my lip all the time - it wasn't very good."
The film - which also stars Dominic Cooper - is a fictional account of the life of Vlad the Impaler and his transformation into vampire Count Dracula.

Justin Theroux admits there is "pressure" for him to marry Jennifer Aniston.
The 'Leftovers' actor got engaged to the former 'Friends' star in August 2012 but the pair have still not set a wedding date, and the 43-year-old hunk insists they try their best not to pay attention to speculation about their personal life.
He told Australia's TV Week magazine: "There is this hum of pressure that - I can't stress enough - I just don't pay any attention to.
"But I am not going to let a tabloid tell me what to do. ...I'm not going to watch them tap their watch. What the hell are you telling me to do?
"We're just doing our own thing. We are completely happy, obviously, but we're not on anyone else's timeframe."
And Justin went on to admit his 45-year-old girlfriend has changed his life for the better.
He said: "I think love in anyone's life creates expansion. And needless to say, it feels really good. So it's only enriched my life."
Meanwhile, Justin - who wrote movies including 'Tropic Thunder', 'Iron Man 2' and 'Rock of Ages' - admitted he has followed a "dumb" career path because he only considers how "fun" a project will be, rather than whether it will be good for progression.
He said: "My career has followed no particular path. As I'm sure you're aware, I have the dumbest career in the world as far as 'Yeah, I'll do that.' I've really guided myself on what is going to be the next fun thing to do, I don't think of it in terms of 'Will this be smart for my career?' "

David Beckham has launched his own brand of whiskey.
The former England soccer star - who teamed up with his business partner Simon Fuller and alcoholic beverage company Diageo to create the single grain scotch - celebrated the global launch at a star-studded bash at Gilmerton house on the outskirts of Edinburgh in Scotland over the weekend.
The whiskey - entitled Haig Club - was served to guests including his wife Victoria Beckham, their pals Gordon and Tana Ramsay, Professor Jimmy Choo, Tracy Phillips, Raffy and Jo Manoukian, David Tao and Penny Jiang, Ruth Kennedy, Rose Uniacke and Owen Sullivan.
David said: "Welcome everyone. It's great to have many people I know and care for in this room
"For Simon Fuller and I, this is a special night as we launch our new collaboration with Diageo, a wonderful whisky called Haig Club.
"This whiskey is designed to be different, from the unique craftsmanship of the bottle, to the distinctive flavour. Crafted at Scotland's oldest grain distillery, Haig Club has rich tradition and amazing heritage that myself and Diageo are proud to be taking forward."
David ended his passionate speech by proposing a toast to their creation.
He said: "Haig Club has a rich tradition and heritage that we are honoured to be part of and now take forward. Please join me in raising a toast to an amazing whisky, wonderful company, good friends and the start of a new adventure."
Attendees at the VIP event were treated to the brand's signature cocktails, a Clubman and Haig Club Rose fizz, as they arrived at the private retreat
The party also enjoyed a seven course Michelin star dinner by esteemed chef Tom Kitchin.

Gerard Depardieu was a grave robber, "thug" and rent boy before finding fame.
The 65-year-old French actor discussed his impoverished upbringing in his new autobiography, 'Sa S'est Fait Comme Ça' or 'That's the Way it Was', and claimed he would wander the streets of his hometown Châteauroux from the age of 10, knowing he could pass for 15 and that gay men found him attractive.
He wrote: "I've known since I was very young that I please homosexuals... I would ask them for money."
At 16, he was jailed for three weeks for stealing a car and then moved to Paris, where he remained involved in criminal behaviour.
He admitted: "At 20, the thug in me was alive and kicking.
"I would rip some of them off. I would beat up some bloke and leave with all his money."
The 'Green Card' actor also admitted helping a man dig up newly-buried bodies in the cemetery and steal jewellery and shoes from them, and recalled picking the pockets of students taking part in anti-government protests in 1968 while they slept on the streets between rows with police.
Elsewhere in the book, Gerard recalled how his mother repeatedly attempted to induce a miscarriage while pregnant with him.
He wrote: "I survived all the violence that my poor mother inflicted on herself with knitting needles and things.
"The third child that she didn't want, was me, Gerard. I survived."
It was recently revealed the 'Cyrano de Bergerac' star drinks 14 bottles of wine a day and he puts his staggering alcohol intake down to a "phobia" of things going wrong with his body.
He explained: "I'm obsessed with the racket in my body, the beating of my heart, the gurgling of my intestines, my joints cracking.
"It's become a phobia to the point that if I'm alone in a hotel I must drink so as not to hear it, so as not to go mad from it. I can't get to sleep unless I am dead drunk."