Lindsay Lohan used to "sabotage" the good things in her life.
The 'Mean Girls' actress - who has been through a series of legal woes and endured several stints in rehab in recent years - admits she can't help do things she knows are "wrong" for her, such as smoking.
Speaking to life coach and trainer AJ Johnson on her docuseries 'Lindsay', she said: "Often I know what I'm doing is wrong but I go ahead and do it anyway.
"I used to sabotage things as soon as they started getting good."
Also on the show, Lindsay had a furious row with its production company Pilgrim which saw her refuse to be filmed after they withdrew a promised advance for her to get a new apartment.
Producer Craig Piligian told her in a phone call: "You and I have to have a better understanding because this is making me very frustrated.
"When you tell our production what you will and won't do, it doesn't work for me."
However, the 27-year-old star protested: "I never once said I'm not shooting it!"
Director Amy Rice then intervened to say: "There's a fear we're not going to get this footage from you."
Furious Lindsay replied: "I was ready! You can't pull that s**t with me anymore. I am giving you no reason to feel that.
"So until I f*** up, you can't assume I am going to."
The row was eventually resolved and Lindsay moved into an apartment, which she said was a "relief".
She said: "It was such a relief to get the keys and finally have a place I can come home to.
"It was affecting my mental state, being in that [hotel] room, with all that clutter. It was hard."

Beyonce "doesn't want to" go to Kim Kardashian and Kanye West's wedding.
The 32-year-old singer - who married Jay Z in a low-key ceremony in April 2008 - reportedly thinks it is "tacky" the couple are planning to televise their nuptials on E! show 'Keeping Up with the Kardashians', but won't boycott the ceremony completely.
A source said: "[She told Jay Z and Kanye] that under no circumstances will she be a part of any filming on the wedding day if it's for Kim's reality show.
"Jay and Beyoncé's wedding was shrouded in secrecy and extreme lengths were made to make sure their wedding was an intimate affair for friends and family, only. This will be the complete opposite. She thinks it's just tacky.
"Beyoncé's motto has always been, less is more. But clearly when it comes to Kim, more means more.
"She knows she'll have to go to the wedding, but really does not to want to."
Kanye considers the couple - who have two-year-old daughter Blue Ivy together - "family" so Beyonce has promised to be there for his sake.
The source added to RadarOnline.com: "Make no mistake, the only reason Beyoncé is going to the wedding is because Jay is best friend's with Kanye."
It was previously claimed that Kim and Kanye - who have nine-month-old daughter North together - want all their guests to sign confidentiality agreements, but have agreed Jay Z and Beyonce won't have to comply with their strict security measures.
A source said: "There is no way Kanye would ever even dare to ask Jay or Beyonce to sign a non-disclosure agreement, or take away their cell phones. He knows that neither one of them would betray his trust."

Justin Bieber has got a new tattoo which resembles the work of Banksy.
The 20-year-old star has amassed a collection over 20 designs since he was first tattooed at the age of 16, and he's now added a new inking to his lower arm, which appears to be very similar to the street artist's iconic Balloon Girl piece.
The 'Boyfriend' hitmaker posted a picture of the tattoo to his Instagram account but later decided to take it down, although a Facebook account - which appears to belong to Banksy himself - had reposted the image with the caption "controversial" beforehand.
The head and arm of the Girl with a Balloon design is also visible in a photo posted by Glen Hartless - the tattoo artist who inked Justin's latest body art - which was accompanied by a caption thanking the heartthrob for the project last week.
He wrote: "Another late night working. Thanks for having me at your studio @justinbieber (sic)."
Justin's previous tattoos include an illustration of a compass on his tricep and a treble clef behind his left ear, both of which were unveiled in January, as well as a portrait of Jesus on his left calf and the world 'Believe' in a graffiti style design on his left forearm.

Angelina Jolie almost "knocked herself out" several times filming 'Maleficent'.
The 38-year-old actress had numerous sets of prosthetic horns which she wore to play the titular villain in the reimagining of the 'Sleeping Beauty' story and admits she often struggled to remember how they changed her build.
She said: "It was pretty funny, because I kept on hitting my horns on things.
"The framing was very strange...They were actually kind of heavy. There had to be [lighter weight] ones that you could ride horses in because if you fall with something [heavy] attached to your head, that's it -- it could break your neck.
"I did almost knock myself out quite a few time.
"It's not just that you're a foot taller on top, you're also in five-inch heels so you are really big. I was out of whack for a bit. Definitely, it took me a while to become graceful with her."
Angelina - who raises six children with fiance Brad Pitt - was able to easily remove some of the horns, but felt her appearance without them was uncool as she looked more like "a little bear".
She added in an interview with Entertainment Weekly magazine: "The harder ones were magnetic so I could actually clip them off and walk around, but then I looked like a little bear. It did not look half as cool."

'Two Fat Ladies' star Clarissa Dickson Wright has died aged 66.
The TV chef - who fronted the BBC Two cookery programme with the late Jennifer Paterson between 1996 and 1998 - passed away at Edinburgh Royal Infirmary in Scotland on Saturday (15.03.14).
Her agent Heather Holden-Brown said: "Loved dearly by her friends and many fans all over the world, Clarissa was utterly non-PC and fought for what she believed in, always, with no thought to her own personal cost.
"Her fun and laughter, extraordinary learning and intelligence, will be missed always, by so many of us.
"In recent years, she often said, 'I've had a fantastic life and I've done everything I could have wanted to do and more.'
"During her time in hospital, she was endlessly touched and impressed by the care of the doctors, nurses and support staff, aware of the pressure under which they worked and the fact that sometimes their work was not as valued as it should have been."
Clarissa and Jennifer starred in four series of 'Two Fat Ladies', which saw them travel around Britain in a motorcycle and sidecar in order to find the best local food, until Jennifer's death from cancer in August 1999.
Clarissa opted against continuing the programme following Jennifer's death but she continued to work for the BBC on programmes such as 'Clarissa and the Countryman' and 'Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner'.

Kendall Jenner showed off her slim figure in a vest top and jeans as she cooled down with an ice tea in Calabasas, California. The star added a pair of shades to complete her look.

Kate Winslet was swarmed by fans as she arrived at LAX Airport in Los Angeles. The 'Titanic' star kept her cool in oversize shades as she chatted on her mobile phone.

Naomi Watts treated herself to a bouquet of flowers as she enjoyed a day out with her family at a farmers market in Brentwood, CA. The actress opted for a lose fitting white shirt and denim shorts.

Jessica Alba looked pretty in her Honest Company logo tee as she made her way to volunteer at 'Baby 2 Baby' in Los Angeles. The brunette beauty had her locks in lose waves and was spotted carrying a shake.

Kelly Rowland was spotted relaxing on Miami Beach the day after her Florida concert. The 'Commander' singer looked comfortable in a grey cotton maxi dress as she strolled around with her fiancé Tim Witherspoon.

Kim Kardashian displayed her famous curves in a white pencil dress as she shopped with her sister Kendall Jenner at Kitson, Maxfield and Barney's New York in Beverly Hills.

Ashley Greene was in high spirits following a gym session in West Hollywood. The 'Twilight' actress showed off her toned figure in navy leggings and a simple white vest.